Well, it's been 5 long years of struggle to try to have a bio child. Today we've made the decision to stop the fight and get my DH healthy. He is getting on Testosterone therapy and we will work through figuring out our next step (donor or waiting for science). I'm writing this to get if off my chest I suppose-- it's so difficult to accept but I can't let DH suffer forever. Life is so unfair. Hopefully someday we will have the happy family that I've always wanted-- I just don't know how we'll get there yet. All my love and best wishes to everyone of you struggling with male factor infertility.