Hi, i'm new to this forum and in desperate need of some guidance. I am 30 and been with my husband for 9 yrs. In April my husband was diagnosed with azoo. He has no sperm and is not prepared to do a biopsy because of the risk involved. He recently told me he is not prepared to use donor sperm either. So here i am, considering a life without children.. I understand and respect all his decisions as i know they can not be persuaded or even compromised. They are his choices. i feel completly helpless and lost. i knew we were going to have problems but i thought we would source all our options and not give up. in all honesty, i am hoping he will change his mind, which based on our discussions, looks unlikey. He is hoping that i will accept a life without children. i love him whole heartly and cant imagine a life without him, at the same time, i see myself resenting him. i just cant see myself happy in this relationship because of the sacrifice i am making. i cant help how i feel. i feel like this resentment will ruin our marriage. not sure what to do but feel immense sadness and pain when think of our situation. Am doing my best to stay positive..